Thursday, April 24, 2008

害怕失去你

每一次我都说不是真的,
只是对女人有一点好奇,
想知道更多关于命运的秘密,
所以我才找机会靠近她们,
可是每次的好奇几乎都会让你觉得我情不自禁的陷下去,
其实你知道我心里在想什么,
我只想找一个爱我的人,
我爱着你,
需要你来爱着我,
不要再让我伤心难过,
两个人的爱情需要一种承诺,
我要自己证明我爱你..

一辈子有很多的来不及,
当我发现我失去最重要的东西,
我不希望那会是你..
发现自己一个人时,
知道自己已犯错,
是自己..
忘了你和其他人一样,
需要爱与关心,
间接拉远了你我的距离..

我的天空,
因为你而晴朗,
我的世界,
因为你而精彩,
给我欢喜,
让我不会累,
给我快乐,
为我伤心流眼泪..

你的话你的泪,
你的笑你的美,
是我生活最美的美.

我的翅膀,
我的力量,
都是你的,
让我飞翔,
让我坚强,
追逐梦想..

无可取代,
跟你分享的那时刻,
无可取代,
梦中的那美丽时刻,
无可取代,
你在我心里的时刻,
无可取代,
在脑海甜蜜的时刻..

对你的爱,
简单你不明白,
对你的爱,
无所不在, 浓得散不开,
对你的爱,
不是一常意外,
对你的爱,
控制不来, 慢慢好实在..

害怕失去你,
因为知道自己不够好..

Sunday, April 20, 2008

三思(四)

做自己喜欢的东西,

做自己擅长的事情,

不走康庄大道,

走自己的道路,

由别人怎么说!

*不要因为大众选择了那一条路而你走,
不须因为路已存在而你选择它,
你还有得选择你喜欢的路,
或者自己建立自己的路!

Saturday, April 19, 2008

三思(三)

龟兔赛跑中,

不管对手是谁,

乌龟只是尽自己全力,

不懈怠焦急,

走自己的路,

走向胜利!


*做好自己的本分,演好自己的角色,
就算得不到第一,也问心无愧,

完成了目标,胜利就是你的,

就算不是领先至少我达到我的目标!

三思(二)

过去不代表未来,

背景不代表前景,

过去别让它过不去,

放下就不要放不下!


*别老是活在过去的阴影,
过去再不好,
再残酷,
也要懂得放下,
就当是人生的一段经历,
从中吸取教训与经验!

三思(一)

珍惜应该珍惜的,

感谢应该感谢的,

发现应该发现的,

把握应该把握的,

原谅应该原谅的,

忘记应该忘记的,

发泄应该发泄的,

接受应该接受的!


*做人要懂得优先分配,
做应该做的事,
不是做你爱做的事,
完成了你该做的事时,
你爱做的事也可毫无牵挂的去完成,
至少在你做你爱做的事时无须为你应该做的事烦,
没把你爱做的事弄成你的负担,

成你讨厌的事!

Friday, April 18, 2008

爱是..

爱是..

谎言还是承诺?

快乐还是悲伤?

疯狂还是执着?

奉献还是回馈?

自私还是自我?

拥有还是祝福?

我的多情还是你的绝情??

Monday, April 14, 2008

Forecast of Tsunami~

the day has comes,

today is 14/4/08 (so-called Blackie-14),

tomorrow is a historical day,

nah....not for me,

is for the so-called-jew-croni-ex-dpm-wish-to-b-pm,

Datuk Seri Anwar Ibrahim,

the day that may create the 3rd tsunami for the nation,

why 3rd?! the 1st hit asia on dec 2004, 2nd on 08/3 that change Msia politic..hehe,

now is the 3rd,

not just the comes back of Anwar will create tsunami,

the opening of parliament is also rumoured will create one,

by the hopping of some assemblymen,

look like hip-hopping is really a cultural now.

Countdown to Black 14,

in a few hours the not-so-justice Justice Party will held their celebration,

will they shout-out-loud Reformasi! again?

we will see tonite....



*whoever attend tonight celebration Kelab Sultan Sulaiman, Kampung Baru, 9pm please update me asap ya! thank

Finally He s Speaking!

Who s speaking?

the one who trying to be the next No. 1 of UMNO,

instead of letting Najib be on the top,

he wants to be the one,

he backed by ex-president,

so called the-scary-n-dangerous-come-licik Dr. M,

he say that grass-root level wanna a change in UMNO,

is that mean Pak Lah and the gang shud comes down and let he be the one?!

u interpret it yourself,

I am not a fan of Pak lalalala..

I am not a supporter of Ummmmm...NO.. i am not!!

it is not a suitable time for Pak Lah to step down,

as i blogged the other day,

find it read it yourself,

don always want people to spoon-fed u,

or give tongkat for u to walk,

as a mature Malaysian,

we can stand by our own!


*back to the 1st question, "who s speaking.."

find it out at all today(14/4) major newspapers nationwide..the report is on the front page..hehe

Saturday, April 12, 2008

::April Celebration::











































































































Here its comes again,
our monthly celebration,
this month 3 lovely ladies to celebrate,
ChweeYen (23/4), ShiBin(3/4), ChiaHuey(1/4):
Happy Birthday,Stay Pretty and Happy!

Date : '08 April Fool
Loc :SS2 残酷一叮
Time :9pm
Attendance:chia huey, shi bin, chwee yen, chiu jing, lyann, ying yik, princess, siok khoon, chee yen, wan rou, loo yinn, issac, kent, chor soon, elvis, chee seng, bei lin, phaik san & raymond.

普通 v 真正 [2008] 1 Blogspot 204

一個普通的朋友從未看過你哭泣。
一個
真正的朋友有雙肩讓你的淚水濕盡。

一個
普通的朋友不知道你父母的姓氏。
一個
真正的朋友有他們的電話在通訊錄上。

一個
普通的朋友會帶瓶葡萄酒參加你的派對。
一個
真正的朋友會早點來幫你準備,為了幫你打掃而晚點走。

一個
普通的朋友討厭你在他睡了後打來。
一個
真正的朋友會問為什麼現在才打來。

一個
普通的朋友找你談論你的困擾。
一個
真正的朋友找你解決你的困擾。

一個
普通的朋友對你的羅曼史感到好奇。
一個
真正的朋友可以威脅你說出來。

一個
的朋友在拜訪時,像一個客人一樣。
一個
真正的朋友會打開冰箱自己拿東西。

一個
普通的朋友在吵架後就認為友誼已經結束。
一個
真正的朋友明白當你們還沒打過架就不叫真正的友誼。

一個
普通的朋友期望你永遠在他身邊陪他。
一個
真正的朋友期望他能永遠陪在你身旁 !

Why Pak Lah Should NOT Step Down Now!

Pak Lah,

You still need to be our Prime Minister at this moment,

Although I don like you,

Most of the decision made at the past is not appropriate,

Bad for the country,

However,

At this moment, it is not the suitable time,

The day you left Putrajaya will be the start of darkness,

Stability will definitely ruined,

The first question will arise,

Who will be the successor?

Najib? Who know?

The Royal Highness,

Seri Paduka Yang DiPertuan Agong,

Al-Wathiqu Billah Tuanku Mizan Zainal Abidin Ibni Al-Marhum Sultan Mahmud Al-Muktafi Billah Shah,

a.k.a. Sultan of Terengganu,

Who created the chaos of the appointment of MB of Terengganu,

Maybe create another constitutional conflict at the federal level,

By refusing to select the candidate of the ruling party,

And utilize his discretion power to choose another person,

That can command the majority,

Since so many issues bugged Najib,

From the racist statement to the case of Altantuya,

His Highness may make an alternative,

His choice, who know?

Muhidyin? Maybe?

Chaos and instability will definately happen,

Especially Najib's supporters,

Riot and demostration may be on street,

Opposition parties will take the chance to create more issues,

Endless issues....

Back to the issue,

Pak Lah,

Stand still,

Even though the hold Malaysia want you to step down,

You must be strong on top,

When the time is here then move away from the office,

The country count on your ability to hold on Malaysia’s number one post.

Secret?!

You try to dig my secret?

When you say that I knew that I do not have to find it out anymore.

You unintentionally revealed everything.

The event just happened a few minutes ago.

Now u asks me the questions.

If not because of HIM, I am sure you would not know about that.

So now what should I answer you?

Thursday, April 10, 2008

Paradise??!


~click on the photos for larger & clearer view










*Thank KitMeng for the photos & let me use your camera in the trip..


Fraser Hill~~Although no entertainment there..but the peacefulness is greatest above all..

2 YY

Thank ya friend..
only u know my feeling recently..
thank for your concern..
i ll be ok!

Terrible~Horrible~Life

Recent life is such a mess..
a big damn mess!
sleep at no time..
wake up at no time..
nw is 4 and i woke up 1/2 an hours ago..
i dunno wat time i went sleep last nite..
i dunno how i climb up to my upper level of my double-decker bed..
and i dunno why i wake up so early..
it ended up with me now sitting here..
writing this blog..
study is a mess..
exam in 2 weeks time..
and it is 2nd semester of my 2nd year study..
2nd semester means a lots to study..
which i need exam along what i d studied during 1st semester..
Constitution law, Criminal law, Land law, Administrative law..
+ a small out-course elective paper.. Malay Language Development History..
althou those law papers are interesting..
but with the cases........i will die soon..very soon..
studied for 2 semesters but still cant figure out what lecturer thought..
if there is angel i need your kindness now..
messy life need to be end..

Wednesday, April 9, 2008

回复(三):过桥

路已铺..桥已起..

一切都已成为定局..

我还能做什么?

就能眼睁睁的看..

奇怪,不满,心酸..

因为心中希望的是:

路没铺..桥没起..

但现在我被你们利用‘过桥’..

借我‘过桥’..

借我过一个我不想存在的桥!!

你们要开心幸福的走上这路与桥我不会介意..祝福你们..

但借我过桥可伤我那脆弱的小心灵..

回复(二):感情之车

感情之路不是一个人的事。。

要登上感情之车不单单要有爱。。

还有其他问题要顾虑。。

爱意之上还有责任。。

感情之车上,只有爱,没有责任心,那一辆车必定遭殃。。

感情之车上,只有责任,没有爱意,那一辆车与巴士德士有分别吗??到了终点下车再也不回头。。

感情之车,应该是载你一生的车。。塞车,撞车,是在所难免的。。但始终你还在车上。。

感情之车,不该有其他搭客。。自私也好。。就是无容他人之地!

要搭上你的感情之车,别忘了携带爱与责任。。还有一些勇气承担这爱与责任!

回复(一):放不下

我就是对自己要求100分..可把那50分给你..

付出真心让我伤痕累累..就保持一段距离..但我就是不甘心..因为寂寞逃不掉..

跟你争吵是要吵醒你..是种关心..让你做对的决定..

你对我越重要使我越受伤..显得你似乎不在乎..

不理你,冷漠你是为了自私的我不在受伤..

担心我跨出第一步你会回退999步..

你的开心我无缘分享..你的难过我帮你扛为你难过..还受你的气..

believe中的lie是你对我吗? 我对你lie都为让你开心..

话题不多.. 就是不想让你觉得我我烦着你..

看透了你还是放不下你..

1~2~GO!!!! A New Start...

So many thing happening recently..
Need a space to release everything..
If not... Im sure i gonna be crazeY!
The old FS blog is closing!
Stupid UM.. so-called M'sia no.1 Uni.. UM is 1 wor..
blocked my old space to release my tension..
using proxy to browse FS and post a blog is super duper ultimate troublesome!
Now...blogspot is the new space!!
wanna start blogging seriously!!
express everything!!
Don wanna Keep it to myself anymore..
I need to put it out..
U Like it or not??!!
Who Care??!
I donT give it A DAMN!!
QUIT READING IT IF U NOT INTERESTED!!!!

RAY~

RAY~
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